okay, i generally don't have trust issues. i trust easily. yes, a little too easily at times, and well, i'll live through the mistakes i've made in the process. today, for the first time, i had serious serious doubts believing someone. and i don't like that feeling. it's unsettling. it's foreign. it's not nice. yes, i generally like to coax myself into seeing the world as peachier than it really might be. but it makes me happy. but today, i really wanted to smack you on your head.
sidenote, happy text messages to read in the morning make for happy girls. yes, i'll show you the time of your life. (:
